Friday, August 31, 2012

London to Dar


London. That's where I am. My blog has the US airport details, but once on the plane I had to get my jumbo, overweight backpack in the overhead bin and find my seat 33D. I shuffled along the aisle, as the plane was packed, counting as I went. I saw row 31 and looked 2 rows up and saw that the fourth seat from the window was empty. Had my bag not been so heavy I would've jumped up and down for joy because the whole overhead bin was empty! I twisted and lifted and pushed and shoved and eventually got it in the bin (which was now full). Then, proud of my accomplishment, I naively sat in that empty seat. What I had failed to notice was that there was no row 32 and no letter C. So my real seat was a row ahead and a spot over from where I landed. Hahaha...so much for the world traveler! So I moved up there. The flight attended came by and said my "trainers" had to go in the overhead bin or back on for take off...luckily she pointed to my shoes so I knew what she meant. =) The other funny thing about her was that below her name on her name tag it said "future talent" hah, I thought she was doing okay right now, but I guess in the future she'll do even better. 


Now I've been in the airport for I think 6 or 7 hours, not really sure. I had to go through security again (I'll spare you the details but it was the same as the time in Chicago) when I got here (which felt like I was being sent to a concentration camp because annoyed airport workers herded the confused mob through lines and machines.) After that I found a nice spot to sleep and have spent most my time here. There are some sleeping buddies all around me.
I've gone for a couple little walks, but the backpack is just too heavy for long adventures, so I return to my sleep spot. I think I will find out my gate in an hour or so and then move over there...super excited! 
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I figured out my gate number, headed right over there, and had 5 minutes before I got on the plane. The man in Chicago had told me that both of my flights were very full, so I was surprised to see the gate was pretty empty. But I figured that since I had come straight there the minute they put the gate up on the screen most people would still be coming. We boarded the plane and I was in row 17B. I found the right seat this time, got my backpack back up in the overhead bin, and sat down. There was no one next to me yet and I was praying it would stay empty. I had a pretty bad headache and really wanted to sleep. Then Chatty Cathy aka Deus Cosmos had me get up so he could scooch in next to me. Bummer. This boy was a talker! He asked me about my travels and told me about his. He asked me what I did and told me what he did. (He has done everything) It was one of those people I didn't know whether to believe or not, and didn't really care. Anything I mentioned doing he had done (and been the one to start the program) 
-worked with special needs
-taught English
-director of Rafiki Development Foundation
he also told me about how he lost his phone. I think he was trying to describe ADD because he told me his head was a whir and he often forgot and got off track. haha. Anyway, at least he was nice and told me I could always stay with him when I was in Dar. So we chatted till I couldn't take it anymore and I pulled out my book. Then the plane took off and the movies started so I put my headphones on and picked a movie. He left me alone for a while and then started chatting at me again. I left the headphones on and the movie running to answer him, but he didn't seem to notice. The plane was not full so I was banking on moving away from him to try to sleep, but did not want to seem super rude so I waited till he fell asleep and then wandered to a row in the back that had 2 chairs together. I dozed a bit but was not feeling good. My head was pounding and my stomach hurt. I squeezed myself onto the floor and twisted till I figured out how to keep all my appendages out of the aisle, but even down there I could only doze. Finally I began to worry that if I had to throw up I would not be able to wiggle up from under the seats in time so I got up and sat in the chair. I did throw up. Gross. After that it started to get bumpy and the seatbelt light came on. I laid in the two seats and sang quietly to myself in an effort to not throw up again. Eventually I fell asleep. I woke up a couple more times but slept there on and off for 4-5 hours. Then I moved back to my chair because the plane would be landing soon. Mr Friendly had spilled a cup of water on my seat so I put a pillow down in order to not get soaked. The plane landed and I threw up again. I was feeling miserable. Eventually, we got off the plane and made it through immigration without much work. I still have a resident stamp in my passport so I did not have to get a visa or anything. The lady did ask if I had my old passport (I got that one in 2006 so I don't know why she would need an old one). I told her I didn't and then changed the subject to how I was here visiting my family and she relented and let me through. I found all 3 of my bags and threw them on a cart. They now have some security machines to put your bags through at customs but only 2 of mine would fit. I greeted the guy in Swahili to make him like me because I did NOT want them to open that 3rd bag. It's a cardboard box and would not reseal! We chatted for a while and then put the first 2 bags through. He called me over to the screen and asked me what different stuff was. (I'm no pro on reading a security screen! It's hard!) But I guessed and came up with canning jar lids and then tried to explain what they are and why I had so many in my bag. He laughed and told me to have a good trip. 

I put my bags back on the cart and headed out the door. I knew someone from FPCT guest house would be here to pick me up, but I didn't know who, so I started looking for a sign with my name. No sign. Hmmm....then I heard my name, "Shebi!" And there he was...the one guy that I didn't know his name. We greeted each other and then he took the cart from me and pushed it to the car. We got all my luggage in and started the trip to the guest house. It is probably only like 15 minutes, but took almost an hour because of traffic. We ended up driving over the median and stuff like that to shorten the time. I was still feeling horrible and praying I didn't throw up again in the car. Finally we made it and everyone greeted me again and again. They were all so excited to see "Shebi" the daughter of "Maiko". They told me my room number and then we unloaded everything from the car. But then they came back and said that I should go to a different room because that one didn't have hot water. The nameless driver reloaded everything and drove over to the other room. I brought everything in and they invited me to come have chai. I said thank you and that I would be right over and then closed my door and collapsed on my bed. After a few minutes I went into the bathroom to throw up again. Then I went out to have chai with them. I picked a little cup and they replaced it with a big one. I was just sipping happily and then they gave me food as well. (It was delicious, but I was very nervous to eat much). I nibbled and sipped and nibbled and sipped and finally they had to go. As soon as they were gone I stopped eating and dumped out the rest of my chai and went back to my room. I changed into sweats and a tee shirt and climbed into bed. 

I slept from about 9am-3pm when I heard pounding on my door. It was Mohammed. He is like an extension of our family. This guy loves us like his own daughters. He came to ask me how I was doing and what I was going to eat. I told him I was doing well and that one of the missionaries was going to pick me up for dinner sometime this evening. He said he already knew that, but what about right now. I said I was fine because I didn't know what time they were coming and it could be soon. He was most concerned and wanted me to eat now...so I gave him money and he went off to find me food. (Let's just remember my stomach still felt yucky) I went over to the office to pay my bill and when I was done he was back with some fried chicken and chips (Chips are french fries that are super greasy and undercooked. - a childhood favorite). I sat down to eat while he talked to me and called me "Kesi", my sister's name, the whole time. I ate as much as I could and then a few more bites and when I was afraid of losing it all again I offered the rest to Mohammed. He took it happily and I went back to my room. So far I've kept it in me! yay! Now I need to get ready because Cory and Kim could be here soon. It'll be nice to go out a little bit. Then hopefully I'll sleep again and wake up in time for my flight to Sumbawanga tomorrow!! Ahhhhh!!!! I can't remember the last time I've been this excited! I haven't been home in almost 3 years!



Thursday, August 30, 2012

Leaving on a Jet Plane...

Okay...to those of you who did not know...I am in TANZANIA! Yes, I am moving to New Zealand for school...but I had to make a pit stop on my way (or out of my way!). I apologize for any lies you may have heard in this planning process, but the surprised look on my mom's face was worth it all...More on that later. 

Let me start by telling you the trip from the start...

Casey and Steven drove me to Chi-town from GR. Grams Velting lent us her car, because she didn't believe mine would make it to Chicago...we weren't really sure either, but trying to have faith. (So thanks Grandma!!) We had a fun trip down, Case and I got 'sister rings', and they came inside the airport with me. Case and I took my 3 pieces of luggage up to the counter while Steven when far away with my jumbo overstuffed, overweight backpack (after it was full we added a 12lb computer to it!) So while checking in the man frowns at my 1st bag that is a bit too long and puts a "long" sticker on it. Then he wants the next bag on the scale. I smile and act like it's light, while inwardly I cringe because I know he will notice on the scale that it's a few pounds over. He frowns at that bag too and puts a heavy sticker on it but doesn't mention it. Then the last bag...(this one is even heavier). I gracefully set it on the scale and try to keep the end hanging off the edge to mess up the scale, but he fixes it so it's right in the middle and finally goes beyond the frown to the sigh. (never a good sign) Then he proceeds to explain how this bag is too heavy and he gave us grace with the other one but it would cost like $70 to have an overweight bag. We asked how much grace we could get and decided with the couple "grace pounds" we would make it work. So we pulled out a purse, hair dryer, frame, pair of jeans, and a couple other small items. At this he asked what I was taking for carry ons. I said, "oh just this purse and a backpack". He, knowing our type, asked about the backpack. 
Him: "I need to see that too."
Me: "Oh, my brother has it and he's just wandering."
Him: "How big is it?" 
Me: "Not very big"
Him: (pointing) "Well would it fit in that size thing?"
Me: (very sure) "Oh yeah! easily" (meaning with a ton of pushing and shoving)
Him: "Is it like a camping backpack or a little one?"
Me: "I normally travel with a rolly bag and it's smaller than that." (it's definitely a camping one)
He ended it with another sigh and let us go. Praise God for the line that piled up behind us! Because we still had the overweight bag open on the scale at this point too, but we were taking so long debating about what to take out of it that he told us it was fine to leave the rest in. hahaha!

Next came security. 

Note that my backpack weighed over 30lbs before I shoved the hairdryer, jeans, frame, purse, and other things into it. And that we had added the 12lb computer to it once it was full. Computers have to come out and go through in a separate bin. So I pulled out the hairdryer, jeans, frame, purse, and other things in order to get to the 12lb computer and pulled it out and put it into bin number one. Then I pulled out my actual computer (the 12lb-er is for someone else) and put it in bin 2. Then I took off my shoes and put them in bin 3. Jewelry and my purse went in bin 4. I shoved the hairdryer, jeans, frame, purse, and other things back into the jumbo backpack and threw that on behind as item number 5. Then I waltzed through security and the lady hardly noticed me (I think they were all trying to figure out how one girl could have so much stuff!) It came through on the other side and filled up the entire space. The people were trying to get me to hurry, so I stuck my shoes back on and left them untied, pulled the hairdryer, jeans, frame, purse, and other things back out to shove the 2 computers in and then balance the other stuff back on top. I couldn't close it without some serious organization, so I just put it on carefully and tried not to trip over my own shoe laces. I threw the jewelry in my purse and hobbled over to my gate. (Praise God again for giving me the closest possible gate to security!)

Now I'm sitting by my gate waiting to board the plane! Cannot wait! You won't read this till I get to Mumba though where I am surprising my Mama!!

Ok, I'm home now and will post about the rest of the trip tomorrow. =)

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

12 days till take off!

That departure date is coming so soon!

To do list still includes:
  • packing
  • shopping
  • figuring out how many toiletries to bring for 9 months
  • saying a ton of goodbyes
  • figuring out and printing my itinerary 
  • figuring out a hotel and ride once I land in New Zealand
  • getting international insurance
  • getting a haircut 
  • getting a new title for my car...so I can then sell it
  • getting the right kind of adapters so I can plug stuff in over there
  • cleaning my room and getting rid of junk
  • finish the application for voting from there
  • finish healing from my wisdom tooth getting pulled
  • hang out with friends and family
  • and so much more!
The shopping list still includes:
  • a few more shirts (mostly long sleeved)
  • maybe one more pair of pants (if I have room)
  • new socks (mine won't last a year)
  • adapters
  • a comb (can't just steal my sister's anymore)
  • a blowdryer (same as above)
  • enough toothpaste, deodorant, shampoo... to last 9 months
  • CDs to store pictures on
  • snacks for the airplane ride =) 
  • make up and hair product 
Overall I'd say it's all coming together nicely! It's crazy, a little scary, and super exciting all mixed together. I will miss so many things here in America (mostly the people) but I know that 9 months isn't that long. And I have facebook, email and skype (find me if you have skype too... tanzanian.kiwi) Can't wait to share real travel adventures and exciting stories with you on here!! 

Friday, August 3, 2012

Suicide

This should be interesting...

So I am in Idaho right now with one of my most wonderful friends preparing for her wedding which is tomorrow. I got here on Monday and have been able to spend the whole week with them. I thought I was coming to help them, but things don't always go to plan, and I have been in much more need of help than they have. 

Since coming here I had a nerve problem. There is a nerve in my face that is malfunctioning or something because it causes absolute agony from my cheekbone to the bottom of my jaw. Pain that prevents me from falling asleep. Pain that wakes me up if I do manage to sleep. Pain that makes me have to lay down. Pain that makes me have to get up and pace. Horrible, horrible pain. I have had malaria, typhoid, crazy headaches, foot troubles...nothing has compared. 

Before this happened I have known people who are suicidal and have close friends who in the past have tried to take their lives and as much as I felt sorrow for them, I could not comprehend the thought process behind that. This pain has changed me. In the midst of the pain I understood what it was to long for anything to end it...even death. Before there was always a fear of the pain that would come with death, but in the midst of this pain death sounded so soothing.  My brain could not even think clearly...it saw the hammer on the counter, the easy to cross railing on the deck, the knives in the drawer...and it took all of my self control to simply keep pacing and praying. Now I understand what it is like to hurt so badly you cannot fathom any way out. While my pain is treatable with doctors help, my heart goes out to those who are suffering from grief that is not so easily treated. I hope if you are in pain you can hold onto hope. And if you know someone hurting don't tell them you know how they feel...just tell them you love them, and you're sorry, and it's worth holding on. 

P.S. I appreciate your prayers as I continue to try to get this nerve healed up before I move to NZ!